[sticky entry] Sticky: About Me

Dec. 7th, 2018 12:41 pm
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Hi everyone!  I'm Jo!  I'm a fanfic writer who paints sometimes (normally traditional acrylics and watercolors).

I'm currently into danmei fandom but still follow yuri on ice, dbh, and thorki. Also love star wars and obikin. Currently playing genshin impact, bg3, and pokemon! 

You can find me on Ao3, tumblr, and pillowfort!

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I posted my long form thoughts on Heated Rivalry earlier today on my neocities website since I watched it this month along with everyone else it seems! I'm cross posting here since I think it'd be an interesting discussion for here as well.

I've read the book it's based on, and I want to discuss the differences between them and how I think the show made changes in an impactful way. I also think some of the popularity of the show is a bit of luck/the right climate. Like I think we all needed a happy story that focused on joy/queer joy this year, and this one really delivered in a special way. It's also been really interesting watching the cast and crew be catapulted from like ordinary people to superstars over the course of a month. That's insane!

Anyway, the next part is spoilered in case you haven't seen it yet! But no major spoilers, just minor things

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These are my thoughts on the novel: At first glance, it reminded me so much of Until My Feet Bleed and My Heart Aches by Reiya on Ao3, which, if any of you are familiar with the Yuri on Ice fandom, is the highest kudosed fic in that fandom and has been for years. Anyway, the timeline, circumstances and ages of the characters are very similar. However, the characters of Heated Rivalry definitely stand on their own, and the story is absolutely not about figure skating unfortunately :( But I couldn't help comparing the two as I read it, and remembered having many more emotions about umfbamha, so HR kind of let me down in that regard.

However, it's overall a good story, with strong characters, and I would argue well written for the romance genre. You can tell that it's been professionally published and edited in that the plot maintains momentum and focus throughout the story. I think the characters are Rachel Reid's strong point, which is important to develop a fandom. As many people have noticed, Ilya is a fantastic/standout character. All his different and sometimes conflicting traits give him a lot of depth. He's also very funny! And I think that's another one of Reid's strong points. The novel is genuinely funny at times, and that can be really difficult to pull off.

I see the novel getting a lot of criticism for not focusing on many details outside of the main plot, but, I'd argue that's pretty typical for romance genre or any contained genre to begin with. It's not trying to be high literature. Although I haven't read any other books/romance about hockey to compare it to.

It actually surprises me that most of the main crew didn't seem to know about the hockey fiction/hockey rpf fandom's existence before the show took off?? Like I mean I'm not interested in hockey at all, but I've known for at least the last 10 years that hockey rpf is basically this giant sleeper fandom that seems to attract really high quality fanfic writers. Rachel Reid obviously knew this, but I feel like someone else on the team had to have known.

Anyway these are my thoughts on the show: Jacob Tierney put a huge amount of thought into this and managed to create a faithful adaptation of the novel that also transcends its source material.

One of the things that I noticed is that he took what seems like every opportunity to increase the tension in the story. I'll give a few examples.

The most obvious one is that Yuna becomes Shane's manager. This change not only expands the dialogue on Shane being an Asian player in the NHL but also increases the tension between him and his mom, him and his identity, and him and his professional image. This is reinforced by all the advertisements we see of him throughout the series.

Second, is the way that Ilya's relationship with his home country is more explicitely stated/addressed. It's clear in the show in a way that's not really shown in the novel that Ilya wants to go home even after his father's death despite having a terrible family, and that it will hurt him deeply to never be able to go back.

Third is how Shane is explicitly played as autistic. This does not come out as strongly in the novel but is very evident in the show. It's shown how hard it really is for him to communicate with anyone at all including Ilya.

Last is the timeline. In the novel, Shane and Ilya are hooking up with each other and other people pretty regularly. In the show, there's much larger time gaps, and at least a 2 year period where Ilya keeps pursuing Shane by texting/etc.

And this isn't even addressing the use of music and lighting/framing to increase tension as well. All this buildup makes the payoff at then end/the feeling of joy so much deeper. This same kind of framing is also used in the Skip storyline, which is so incredibly sweet and uplifting. I was actually surprised how much I like Skip in the show since I normally find coffee shop AUs boring.

Also I have to give a shoutout to the actors/intimacy team for really selling the relationships and making the sex scenes what they are, since the ones in the novel are kind of underwhelming tbh. The likes of Bridgerton has nothing on this

I'm glad the show got renewed for a 2nd and 3rd season. Although I'm concerned that neither will be able to top the first one. For me, the theme of this season was "it's worth it to allow yourself to love and be loved in the way that you desire." I think continuing to frame things around queer joy and internal struggle can make the other seasons special as well. Perhaps themes like "it's worth it to allow yourself to be happy" or "it's worth it to share your love with others" could be other worthy themes?



Anyway, if you've watched the show or read the novels, let me know what you thought. I'd love to hear!

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So the official Yuri On Ice account dropped this tweet last night. Ice Adolescence is cancelled for sure.

I think we had all known that it was but the confirmation still stings.

And this wasn't just another cancellation like Netflix shows get. This movie was already well underway - animation had started. They already had music and coreography! Multiple famous skaters were working with them. They had released a trailer for it--and then it all got dropped.

I agree with Denki here - something major happened that we'll never know about, whether that was the Olympic committee or politics or MAPPA channelling resources into other series like AoT or JJK.

Either way, it stings. Yoi is literally the show that put MAPPA on the map, and it had a giant international audience. Like just looking at how many different languanges are under the announcement post is enough to show how beloved it was. This tweet from Junicihi Suwabe (the voice of Victor) really expresses it.

And I've always loved the fandom. It was a welcoming and happy place to be back when the show first aired. I don't think fandom can really exist like that anymore.  (┬┬﹏┬┬)

Anyway, if you're reading this and have never seen Yuri on Ice, go watch it.  It's literally a masterpiece on Sayo and Kubo's end of things and has excellent characters and storytelling. 

- cross posted from my neocities

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So I finally finished the Sumeru archon quest today ... and wow it's my favorite one yet

******Spoilers ahead so please be aware*****

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Hello! This is my neocities guestbook. I'm currently hosting it on dreamwidth because it seems like the best option for me for now.

Longer questions/asks submitted here will be reposted to my main blog page with my responses; short questions will be answered here.

Thanks for stopping by!. If you also have a neocities, let me know where to find you!

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Watashiato

Rated: G
Pairing: Wangxian

It’s a portrait of Lan Wanji, one that Wei Wuxian had drawn himself from their days as juniors. Lan Zhan is young and beautiful . . . and angry. He’s so different from his older self, but Wei Wuxian also knows this Lan Zhan as well. His fingers tighten on the page. There’s a few spots on the page where the ink is smeared, especially around his signature at the bottom. He wonders if Lan Zhan had left it out in the rain one day.
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Or Wangxian are newly living at Cloud Recesses after returning from their travels, and Wei Wuxian finally learns to mourn the years that he missed with Lan Wanji and Shizui.

This fic was part of the dictionary of obscure sorrows exchange from dreamwidth. I'll post the second chapter this week or next week.

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Check out my new fic: Of What Could've Been Lights now up on Ao3

It's a canon-divergence post bingmei vs bingge AU and something that I've been working on for a long time

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Yuuri standing at the airport window


He thought he could see Yuuri standing at one of the bay windows, looking at the plane.



Victor and Yuuri hugging

Viktor held Yuuri close, holding on to him as if for dear life. He could hear Yuuri’s rapid breathing in his ear and feel him in his arms, solid and real and finally, finally here.



My art for @paintingwithwords‘ fic for the @viktuurifluffbang!  I had a lot of fun working on these!

 

Read Counting Down The Days on Ao3
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From Ghosting:

How to Befriend the Neighbor's Wandering Cat

You don't.
He befriends you.
 

Boring

The cat was the first person to see me,
Sitting in the windowsill.

He glanced at me
When I touched the glass,
Then turned away,
Bored.

I wonder what his life must be like
To find even a ghost
Uninteresting.
 

 

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Let me know what you think of the poetry cycle so far :D  More poems from a ghost here.
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Fade

One day I looked in the mirror
And I saw nothing.


Hi! everyone!  I've been sick but this is the first poem in the poetry cycle I'll be working on for NaPoWriMo!  I'm calling it Poems from a Ghost, about a "ghost" trapped in an apartment joined to a restaurant in Savannah, Georgia - or at least that's the story I'm going with for now. We'll see how it evolves.  Also please help me come up with a more creative title xD

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Birthdays at the Cafe

I thought I could be Cinderella,

I made the dress,
Found the shoes,

Then I asked someone else to wear it,
And someone else,
And someone else . . .

And they were all beautiful,

But I had made the dress
For me.


From: Poems From a Ghost.  From the section "Living"  

The prompt for today was to portray yourself (or in this case, the ghost I'm writing about) as a historical or mystical figure.

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My art for daniellapinkie’s fic The Polaroid for the @tokyoghoulreversebang!!  I had a lot of fun working on these! 
Make sure to check out the fic over on Ao3!  It’s MutsukixJuuzo and very cute <3

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Also, sorry I haven't been around much lately!  I've had a terrible work schedule for the last month
 


 

YOI Poetry

Feb. 10th, 2019 09:01 pm
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Agape

Today,
We ate katsudon,
And,
This isn't what I thought it would be.

How can you sit there
Unaffected,
Just a blush every now and then—with prompting at that,

And not notice
That I'm drowning.

It's fast and heavy,
There's no escaping it.
There's no way this will ever keep being enough.

It's not about that night anymore;
It hasn't been since you found me in the hot springs.

It's about the way that this—
That I—
Mean something to you.

It's about the way that I don't know
If I can go back to living without this.

You care about me,
Really,
I can feel it.

And it's only been what,
Three weeks?

But I've never had this before,

And it's pathetic,
So pathetic,

And I need you to not let me go.

YOI Poetry

Feb. 7th, 2019 05:21 pm
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Eros

I thought I only needed one chance,
Just one.
I waited for it, prayed for it.

Except now
I'm at my second or third,

And it's fluid,
Running through my fingers,
Caressing over all the cracks
From the chances I took before,
Loosening around the edges.

I'm ready
To throw away myself
And become anything
You want me to be.

This is my chance.

You can have my food
And my home
And my soul.

Everything.

Except,

Some chances are only once.

You'll never know
The parts of me I'm getting rid of,
The parts that dreamed
You'd notice
Before now.

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Peaches and Cream

Rating: T
Fandom: Detroit Become Human
Pairing: Hankcon
Word Count: 2377

Summary:

Hank never thought he’d step foot in Welford Park, a distant pipe dream overshadowed by late night detective work, early mornings, taking Cole to school . . .  He never imagined he’d get to see the iconic white tent in person, much less step into it with a camera crew.  He ran his hands over the wooden counter, opened the blue oven and cabinets.  For the first time in a long time, he was looking forward to the day.
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A Great British Bake Off AU

My super late super secret santa for @oy_on_ok partially based on this Great British Bake Off artwork

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“I don’t want to die,” Connor murmurs to the unyielding grain of Hank’s front door. 

My art for @bughnrahk‘s fic Retrograde for the HankCon Big Bang 2018!!! I got to read the fic early, and it’s a real thriller! Had a lot of fun working on this piece!

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connor laying across hank's chest

His ear is right where Hank’s heart beats, alive, with a slow and even rhythm.

My art for MagpieQueen‘s fic the natural progression (of our love) for the Hankcon Big Bang 18!

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I'm tagging this spoilers, so filter if you'd like to avoid!
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My version of Victor's olympic costume!  Based on this tweet.  
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Falling on Ao3

Rating: T
Summary:          

He remembered the camp and that year, just before his career really took off, the beach, the wind. He remembered a boy who certainly looked like Yuuri.

Dark hair, no glasses, team Japan jacket. To think that was Yuuri.

Yuuri.    

With the release of the new trailer, we decided to post our pieces from @yoimoviezine!  Mine has nothing to do with the

spoiler ) (hehe xD) but everything to do with Victor and Yuuri meeting when they were young!
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In your own space, set some goals for the coming year. They can be fannish or not, public or private.

My goals for this year:
  • Stay on top of school and do well on the yearly BIG test
  • Exercise more
  • Finish my wips!!!!
  • Work on my original fic
  • Improve my art
  • Make some money
  • Volunteer more - I've already been doing this and it's going well!
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In your own space, create your own challenge.

My challenge:

Life gets stressful, and fandom can get stressful too, especially if you're trying to produce content all the time.  Take today off or a day this week and use your free time to actually relax.  Read a book or a fic from your favorite series, watch a movie, play your favorite video game, eat a regular balanced meal, get some sleep!  Try to stay away from "high impact" social media or forcing your brain to produce anything during this time.  Have a good break!

You can comment here to say what you chose to do during your break if you'd like!

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